We don't know how Heide dealt with Julien and Julien alone for two years.
tbh one of the big reasons Heide was so "ummmm" about the ideas of escape is, just like Jules, she doesn't want to be separated from these guys. Like they're the only family/friends she's ever known. She was scared to death of losing them but now she wants to make sure the baby's needs are met ahead of hers
again, these guys are like a family, and pretty much the biggest positive is that they met eachother. Like how else would they have met??? lol, we got a little sheltered rich kid, an angry lonely dude, a nursing student, busy student and worker, and a lil rebel
Like being freakin shrunken, nevermind that, what about the people they've met and how it's changed???
Heide: was just a kid, super shy and felt like no one would understand her. Her parents were already pretty protective, so she couldn't go any further with any possible "friends" she's made. As a result, she felt super lonley and, well, not good enough.
Ernest: was super fickle, and couldn't keep a friend for the life of him. The second someone thinks they're close to him, oops, he's changing and pushes them away hARD. He couldn't stay stable long, he was filled with so much resentment
Irene: always super scared of hurting peoples feelings and impacting them negatively. She had to play the nice listening friend role to everyone and felt she could never really speak her mind, that her being "nice" was all people wanted, and tough love wouldnt be accepted
Kyle: cant even ask one question without passing the freak out. Pretty socially inept, his family was never really a family, and he was always so self-conscious and anxious, that he couldn't make any friends either. Grew up believing that he had to go through everything alone
Carmen: puts up a front as some mean cold hearted person, but is really just fragile and doesnt want anyone taking advantage of that. She's scared of being hurt and abandoned like many already did to her, so she'd rather just not make any friends
and now, shieet
they got close friends, ones that annoy them ye, but hey. Like if you ask, say, Ernest, about the others? "the friend/daughter/little brother that i never fucking wanted----"
lol they're all (probs except carmen atm, she new and all) are still gonna be pretty much stuck together lmao, like at least still friends. They've been living under the same roof for years and keep eachother sane and Ernest and Irene have a KID together now, sooo
pluS like say they do escape (silly anons I can't spill the beans!!), and whatever ernest and irene decide to do having a kid together and all (we'll find out in the next two chaps) what'll they teLL THE KID? "How did we meet? oh well um-"
ffff and stupid Jules kind of gets jealous. Like he wants them all to get along of course but then goes ".... what about me?????" no love for u boi
yknow i could go forever about these guys and all of em together because i love my babes, but hey thats what the storys about, i could go slow
also imma try getting to my messages now! sorry for the delay i've been feeling real tired lately, i'll get to you tomorrow morning if i pass out lol
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