handed down

        ^{I knew from the moment I saw you,
                that I wanted you to stay forever,
                       that I wanted to keep you,
                                that you were mine.}


I was in a huge writing streak for Kyle's chapter SO much that I wanted a lil break... by DRAWING of his chap //cries
plus this week has been..... hectic ;; and I just felt really awful for some reason today??? yeh and the internet was off for like all day soooo
I'll try coming back in and getting to you guys on Monday!!! I'm going out tomorrow to look for dresses for my bro's wedding. augh i'm too tired. back on my meds, they help me stay happy yay, but always make me tired hhh
also I found out I'm anemic (not rlly a shocker tbh) and now I have MORE pills to take oh joy

I took ANOTHER look at the rough draft 
AND
into the progression story/character notes
why do I do this to myself

darnit I'd love to talk about the differences (it's more bigger for me since I actually have written stuff on the rough drafts, not just things in my memory) but a lot of them would contain spoilers asdfgh. In Kyle's case it's mostly his character in between the rough draft and final draft. The rough draft he was just a norm, still loved by Julien (but Jules was WAY different too) just not for the same reasons
and then after that......
well he calmed down and went to this muffin
^{at the cost of paralysis and narcolepsy
at least not amnesia like i considered}

okokok i'll catch up on monday!! 
Bye, love you guys so so much!!